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January 30th, 2006

Sometimes I think too much @ 01:08 pm

Current Mood: contemplative contemplative
Current Music: electronic hums & fizzing fountain

Why yes, I really should have been in bed a long time ago. Yet here I am, screwing around, mesmerized by elists & LiveJournal. Moments turning to minutes turning to hours, time gone that I'll never get back. When I can't go to bed I crave nothing more than to sleep; yet when I can go to bed whenever I feel like it, I don't want to. Why?

And wouldn't I have to believe Heaven exists to go there? There's a quiz going around about where you'll go after you die. It said I was bound for Heaven, but the computer's not cooperating and I lost the copy & pasted text. I'm not really sure what I believe. Maybe it's not the Heaven concept I have trouble with, just that there's some all-powerful-yet-benevolent deity running it.

I really need an "introspective" or "pondering" userpic. Until then, this BSG one will have to do. Odd, neither one of these shows up on the mood list...
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Date:January 31st, 2006 01:35 pm (UTC)


I have trouble with the concepts of Heaven and Hell too - I know God is - or rather that there is some energy to the Universe we don't understand - and furthermore - Can't understand (because of our limited exsistence as well as limited ability to see everything - and ego - and perspective) - whatever all that means. There are nights I can't sleep and I too wander (or wonder) the internet - or compose. Sometimes I just lie in bed and daydream and try to rest as best as I can. I hope you feel better soon - maybe better isn't the right word - whatever - I think I have rambled enough -

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