?

Log in

No account? Create an account

Star Songs


February 19th, 2008

work avoidance theater @ 02:17 pm

Current Mood: exhausted exhausted

Gah! Feeling really crappy today. Not horking up a lung, at least, but dead tired & achy all over. Too tired to knit, eyes not quite focusing. I want a pillow & blankie and my comfy sweatshirt robe. Unfortunately, none of that's up to dress code for work, so I'll have to settle for hot tea. Couldn't sleep worth crap last night, but trying to avoid caffeine tabs today so maybe I'll sleep tonight. If I don't doze off on the damn bus on the way home. Tired leads to stress & depression. Damned PMS insomnia...

Why is it, always when I've got too much crap to do, I just want to say "Fuck it all!" and go curl up in a corner somewhere? Been that way as long as I can remember. Stress makes me want to withdraw & hide instead of dealing with it, and that just makes it worse. Spiralling down again, always round & round, snowballing downhill.
 
Share  |  |

Comments

 
From:ext_48337
Date:February 19th, 2008 11:05 pm (UTC)
(Link)
Too tired to knit??? Oh dear. There are some personality types who just don't do well with stress -- it makes us sick, and causes us to throw on the brakes even when we know it will only increase the stress. That's been me with this thesis. And maybe it sounds like you? You have my empathy. By now you should be done with work . . . I hope you can sleep tonight. Sending a hug and some good energy.

Star Songs