Starsong (starsongky) wrote,

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work avoidance theater

Gah! Feeling really crappy today. Not horking up a lung, at least, but dead tired & achy all over. Too tired to knit, eyes not quite focusing. I want a pillow & blankie and my comfy sweatshirt robe. Unfortunately, none of that's up to dress code for work, so I'll have to settle for hot tea. Couldn't sleep worth crap last night, but trying to avoid caffeine tabs today so maybe I'll sleep tonight. If I don't doze off on the damn bus on the way home. Tired leads to stress & depression. Damned PMS insomnia...

Why is it, always when I've got too much crap to do, I just want to say "Fuck it all!" and go curl up in a corner somewhere? Been that way as long as I can remember. Stress makes me want to withdraw & hide instead of dealing with it, and that just makes it worse. Spiralling down again, always round & round, snowballing downhill.
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