Starsong (starsongky) wrote,

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avoiding work

I really should be getting dressed for work. Should have been upstairs a half-hour ago, instead of sitting downstairs on the computer, skimming my LJ Friends list. Thing is, I really don't give a damn about work any more, at least not nearly as much as I used to, and probably less than I should. Somewhere over the course of a dozen and a half years, my dream job turned into that thing I do for a paycheck. I'll probably still end up making a career out of it, put in way too much time not to, but I don't look forward to going to work any more.

Edit: When I got to work, I drew a card fron the Tarot of Dreams and got the 4 of Cups. I usually associate that one with boredom and apathy. That pretty well sums up the whole issue here.

These song lyrics also fit tonight's mood:

I really wanna care
I wanna feel something
Let me dig a little deeper
No, still nothing
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